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Sunday, December 03, 2006
*Shocked*
I just reached the scariest point of my life. My grandma was seriously ill this morning, like 12.15am, right after I had my shower. I thought she was snoring but it was too godamn loud to be a snore. When I checked on her, she had her eyes open and making weird noises as if trying to tell me something. At one point she started wailing out loud. I was shivering as I called the ambulance. And yes, they took too freaking long to react to the phone call and took 20mins to reach my house. I kept running in and out of the house making sure the lift is constantly on ground floor at the same time, running in and out of my grandma's room making sure she's ok. It was too scary... I thought I'm gonna lose her. Funny thing, I felt relief when she didn't stop making those noises. When she got quiet I kept looking at her making sure she's still there. Her eyes were open, looking at me, I felt her pain. I just came home from the hospital. She's conscious now. Turns out her sugar level drop to a very dangerous level. Worse part was my aunt kept saying stuff like what if I wasn't home, what if I had already gone to sleep and couldn't hear her. Like HELLO! Making me feel guilty would not make her better! She's under constant observation right now. I have to thank The Almighty for being there for her and to give me the strength to react. I could have done worse than that, you know! When she comes back, I'm soooooo gonna start feeding her with lotsa sweets, ice-cream and whatnots. Gosh... I'm so glad I got to pen this down. I had no one to confide with about my fears earlier... I think I can sleep in peace. Labels: family
Friday, March 03, 2006
I had a dream...
... of my dad and I remembered we're in a Genting-Highland-like location and he owns a property there. We went to the biggest shopping mall there and he lets me buy anything. All I remembered at that moment was to go look for Dunkin' Donuts! I couldn't find any after going round the whole place and I settled on some no brand donuts as in my dad's on words "they all taste the same". I heard my phone ring... I woke up... its my dad! He called asking if I wanna go Johor Bahru with him tomorrow and I said YES! [EDITED] He called to cancel the trip... BOO HOO HOO!!!!! [/EDITED] Labels: dream, family, whatever
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Yeah, I wanna update!
So on Sunday I met Rizal after 7pm and head east to the airport. Its been a while since I had Popeye. I (heart) Popeye! That jack ass is so into his boxing thingy till that is all he had to talk about, really. I dunno what's getting into him but I pray he will be able to locate the missing screw from his head. I was on course for 2 days at IBMEC (in Starhub Building) and class ends around 5pm. On tuesday Lianne and myself manage to reach the pool early and we almost had the pool to ourselves. I'm kinda worried this is like one of the rare occassions I am able to swim early and the pool being that empty. So the last time we swam we did like 20 laps and this time round we shocked the hell out of the dead by doing 26 laps! Yippeeee!! Met Fahmy yesterday after my class and we had dinner at Billy Bombers. I love the food there. The generous portions attracts me. The restaurant was playing like the 60's hits and I was wondering why did people of this era could revive the 70's but not the 60's? It'll be pretty cool... until Fahmy invented the straw dance! I'm going swimming again tonight... 30 laps? Hmmm..... Labels: family, fitness, food, funny, happiness
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Ta-da!!
*Bimbo Mode ON* Can't type too much cos' I just painted my nails and it's still not fully dried yet. Scared ah! Wait must repaint how? *Bimbo Mode OFF* Hehe, met Rizal for lunch and we shared a plate of Indian Fried noodle. Actually I ate most of it cos he's on a 'diet'. He will say that he's full/not hungry but true fact is that he wants to shed a few more kilos and declare himself a hunk. *PFFFT* You'll disappear if you don't eat like you do last time OK! Head up to town and start my long awaited/deserved shopping spree. CK Tang is the place to go in December. Especially if you wanna buy perfume, here's a hint. Always show them the sad face like this :( hinting to them that their packages are not attractive enuff. Watch them whip out miniatures after miniatures! MAC was too crowded today. No salesgirl were available to entertain me. I don't like being un-entertained in MAC. That's the place I would go to get, sort of, free beauty tips. MAC staff know their product and they know their customers very well! I LIKE! End up I have to self-entertain and its way too awkward! MAC! Hire more staff please! Its the holiday season! Come on... Electronics hunters I would recommend you to head to Lucky Plaza and take your time to find that perfect digital camera. Ask the salesman lots of question to find out the genuinity of the product. I almost got ripped off with one who doesn't provide any waranty. I had a feeling its a stolen good! Haha... you will be surprise at how much of a bargain you can get there! Yes, the cam whore is back! I'm fully armed with a Canon Ixus i5 now so be afraid... be very very afraid... Today marks the very first time I went to Chomp Chomp @ Serangoon Gardens. I have no f**king idea that's its a hawker center! I think its the chinese's version of haven as how the Malays feel about Beach Road. Yeah... something like that. The food doesn't sucks but its something new for my half Malay, quarter indian and quarter javanese tongue... oh well. Baby, I love you! I Love you! I love you! Labels: family, food, relationship, shopping, vainpot
Monday, February 28, 2005
It's Been A While...
I'm about to launch my Version Nine layout... Can't believe me sometime! I've had this website since May 2003! What have I done to it all these while? Its sooooo full of FIDA, hahaha! That's soooo worth my money, duncha think so? I mean, that's what fidainc.com is all about. Hey! I've got a dot com, OK! Do you even own a dot anything? Hmmph!! Anyway quick update, my Rizal's back from Oklahoma/Cincinnati. He did his pratical and stuff at Oklahoma University and just completed his final paper last weekend. I wished him all the best for his result. I made him a scrapbook for his birthday. 2 months of tearful research done on how I can actually go about making them. In the end, I 'scrapped' the whole concept and made it my own. Muaahahahahaha! Final result? He loved it!    Been spending a lot of time with him lately. Both Fahmy and I. He's a lot of fun to hang out with. Can't believe he's still single. LADIES, wassup ya'll?? Spent my weekend at home. Pretty good. I watched all 15episodes of Desperate Housewives. And I still dunno what's the secret behind Mary Alice's suicide! Damn... can't wait for season 2! Ahh, to summarise everything, my week had been pretty dull. Oh before I forget, Haqiim, congratulations for getting a B4 for your 'O' Level Literature paper. So proud of you! Hehehe...
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Breastasaurus
Had a gooooooood chat with Rizal last night and he's coming back on Monday!!! Well, minus the jet lag I guess he should be up and about by Wednesday or Thursday. Hehehe... Can't wait! Valentine's Day is coming and I'll be spending it with my 3 girls again cos' all 3 of us will be date-less on that day. Fahmy's working unfortunately on that day :( so I guess we should be celebrating it on some other day. I am soooooo missing Friends right now... why do they have to stop on the 10th season! Worse, Sex & The City followed suit! Damn... but... hehehe... I still have my Manhunt! All hail Bravo TV! Oh I should hit the showers now, heading to Aisha's place for a girly lunch. Anyways...
Labels: cool, family, friends, funny, games, quiz, tv
Monday, June 21, 2004
I'm a superwoman!
I just discovered that I can go without sleep for 32hours! I had one hell of a week, I'll tell ya. First up I'm proudly announcing to everyone that I am addicted to Sims! Any Sims freak here? Le me know... we should be friends.. *grinzz* I went "camping" with a bunch of friends at the Changi Beach. Everything went great until a bunch of Indians came in the wee hours to perform funeral rituals. Just in case some of you ain't familiar with their tradition, they burn the corpse and threw the ashes in an open sea. The ritual lasted till sunrise and they left. I had wanted to swim in the morning but after what I had witnessed, I changed my mind. Kinda regret that decision cos' the weather turned scorching hot and I got an unneccessary tan. I reached home around mid day just in time to get ready to attend a close relative's wedding. I never thought of going but my dad asked me to. So I met them there and spent most of the time playing with my sister. She grew up a little. She's ONE YEARS OLD and finally I see her walk. She doesn't say much and till now still don't smile a lot unless you tickle her or throw her high up in the air. She's cute... and smart... just like her sister *wink* Its been ages since I watched tv. I missed Boot Camp so many times. Can someone pls tell me who's out and who's still hanging on to dear life? I'm gonna stop paying too much attention to my Sims. I mean its so much fun to play God and control people's life! If only its the same in reality. One person telling you what to do, solve your problems, make sure your bladder ain't full, make sure you have enough sleep, make sure you're having fun, have friends, always surrounded by love and wealth and comfortness and... I better stop here! Labels: cool, family, friends, games, weird
Thursday, May 13, 2004
I've been mistreated!
Ok, first of all thats my song for the week, Deep Purple's Mistreated. It so fits what I am going thru this week. You won't believe what had happened to me, but its really happening! 1. My grandma got a call from our relatives from kampung (village) in Johor, Malaysia. Her uncle passed away... and shortly after, that deceased guy's sister passed away on the way to pay her last respect to him. What are the chances. My grandma broke down when she told me what happened. I dun personally know them but hell that's disasterous! 2. My grandma has decided that I shouldn't live with her anymore. I should try to start getting used to living with my dad. She said she's now too old to live that very long. How depressing is that! 3. My bank account was shut down late last month. I only got to know about it this morning. Supposed to be pay day today but hey... just my luck eh? Had to borrow $500 from my grandma to open a new bank account! This was the excuse given by the POSB Customer Service Officer: "Your account has no more money, so we had to close it. Didn't you receive our letter?" Why would I ignore such a letter IF I hag gotten it in the first place! Its not like my account is inactive or anything. Money goes in and out every single f**king month! I shall declare the end of my crappy week as of 1900h today cos I get to see Fahmy. He was very concern, sweet and I shall declare him the best boyfriend in the world! I told him I felt like punching something to venge my frustration and he told me to not punch the walls, wood or whatever, but he offered his body for me to punch! Isn's he the sweetest..? And yes I did punch him a couple of times *LOL* Labels: family, money, rant, relationship
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Shizzolate that shit!
Hahaha... please click HERE and enter your site url. If you site's in frames then enter your blog url or something. Awesome shit! *LOL* Yesterday I was at my parents' new place and one of my aunt was there. She somewhat knew I was attached and kept asking questions about Fahmy. I answered anyway since denying it don't work at all. My sister was awesome, she wants me most of the time except for when she's sleepy... I will avoid that cranky bitch! *LOL* I wasn't surprised that most of my younger cousins hate my brother... I hate him too. I was dead tired last night... almost dead... anyway it felt so great to finally get to lay your head on the most comfortable pillow in the world and leave reality for a while to explore La-La Land... I hear shopping bells ringing....
Monday, February 23, 2004
Why am I where I am?
I hate to say this but I had a feeling my life had been planned waaaaaayyy ahead before I was born. I feel like I am the only one living and the others are just extras in the movie. I have no idea why but I sorta got this feeling that everything is linked/connected in one way or another. Anyway I went joyriding with my cousins. Yes I felt really old... but I had fun catching up with them. This is the first time in my life I have a conversation with them for more than an hour! You can view our pictures here :-) I can't say much about my weekend. Rather not talk about it. I'm just happy whatever had happened, it definitely happened for a reason. Most of the time it build me up... makes me a better person. I'm talking like I know I'm old... seriously do I look 23?????? Labels: family, happiness, rant
Thursday, June 26, 2003
Cash! Money! Bling Bling!
I have my own cheque book. YES I DO! Sheesh... for a low income girl like me, I am capable of having things only a rich man could. Anyway, that also means I have a lot of bills coming my way. Yes ladies and gentleman, I'm never gonna be financially stable. I had a great night yesterday. Fahmy and I went to Sentosa and spend a few hours under the moonlit sky, the weather was superb and the beach looked awesome (although its kinda dark at that time *hehehe*). He told me he has a job interview today. I do hope he gets the job. He's been jobless for a year. Rizal called me yesterday afternoon telling me that he scored an A- for his journalism degree test. He's a smart boy. I am not surprised. Should I arrange for a dinner with him somewhere nice to celebrate his A- grade? Latest news!! Fahmy got a job. He just called me a minute ago telling me he got the job. He's starting on Monday and I am so gonna congratulate him tonight!!! Oh man... This is the best week of my ENTIRE life! Labels: cool, family, happiness, money, relationship
Monday, June 16, 2003
I feel so old now...
I had one hell of a week since I last blogged. I found out that I have a new addition to my so-called family now. My stepmom just gave birth to a baby girl. Dun ask me if she's cute, all I remembered was she look like a baby. I wonder if she's gonna look like me when she grows up. I just came back from shopping with Fidzah. I made her spend, I didn't bought a single thing. We had a nice dinner at Marche though. Cost me about S$15, but its worth it. I ate quite a lot! Thank God I did sign up for that kickboxing classes to burn them all off. I'm startign the class this Wednesday. I am suppose to go for MTV Dance class this evening but I forgot to bring my kit. Nah... actually I didn't bring them on purpose cos I dun feel like going AT ALL! Labels: family, fitness, food, shopping |
